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Model: HP pstc4100
Date Picture Taken: Jan 22, 2007, 8:48:54 PM
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---------------------------------------------------------------------------- For both me and Dave.
For the 7 years we had together. It's all a memory that I can look back and cry on.I will miss you dearly my love.
Let the healing begin.
Spigger (tiger) is me, Lirish (lion) is David
I drew this yesturday,well technically today,at 3am and didn't finish it till 9am. The gathered time really is 35 minutes.
It's hard to draw when you are crying and have shakey hands. I listened to "Hurt" by Johnny Cash and a ton of Leonard Cohen songs.
This is how I am feeling at this moment in time. I still can't seem to grasp the fact that me and Dave are no longer a couple. I miss him so much already and I am not sure if it's the same for him. I want to hug him and tell him everythign is okay,but that will only make things worse. I hope he doesn't want to leave me completely. I still want to be his friend. And I don't know what I will do without him there. He is everything to me.
I still love him,and I wish he could return the love,but I am asking too much from him. He has to be on his own and see what he really thinks of me. I am just holding onto the silly hope that he doesn't want to give up on us,he was always the stronger one. He coudl see intot hese things. Well,maybe not us,but for everythign else he could analyze it,pick it apart and make a good rational descision and live with it. I don't want to lose him and I don't want anyone to ruin what we have. He needs his space and I will give it to him. I just want for him to know that I will always be there for him no matter what.
It's just that I am afraid he won't want me around anymore,and if that is the case then I don't see why I should be around on this Earth. He will always hold a special place in my heart and I really hope that it is the same for me.
David I do care for you and respect your thoughts,just never leave me completely. I need you. You were the only person to make me see how good I am in this world. That I can make someone happy. Please don't go away.
And I am sorry for hurting you over these past 7 years. Please don't hate me. Take care of yourself. And never forget that I will always be there for you no matter what happens between us. Just remeber you are my first and last.
I love you David Edward Moffatt.
Sincerly,
Soleyl Johanna Saavedra
*[Materials]
(penciling)PAPERMATE Mirado Classic HB2 pencil , White Eraser, Kneaded Eraser
(inking)STAEDTLER pigment liner 0.05, 0.1, and FABER-CASTELL PITT atrist pen F and M
(colouring) n/a
*[Comments] I didn't know what to do with the background. I think the picture says it all but it should have a background. My tiger markings are weird,and the eye on Dave's characetr is weird and I am starting to hate the feet on my Spigger character. I know I forgot the whiskers but I add them in after I finish colouring the picture,as well I do this with the stripes too but the picture looked so bare without any more solid black in it.
Damn, sounds like you have been through the mill. You sound like me, never giving up hope on the one we love. You're young and there's a lot of time for things to pan out. As long as you give yourself the time to let it happen.
Damn, sounds like you have been through the mill. You sound like me, never giving up hope on the one we love. You're young and there's a lot of time for things to pan out. As long as you give yourself the time to let it happen.
Yeah, it works for me to be like that, too. I think it's also what helps keep me from doing things that will push her away. At least she's still a part of my life, mebbe that's at least a start if you and Dave can at least be part of your existence. Just gotta remember one thing... gotta resist urges when he's around. I know for me it's incredibly tough and I know she pics up on me and my feelings.
Hope is all you have left right. It's not childish to have it, I think most if not all people have that dream somewhere in there subconscience. Don't give up on hope Sol. I read your journal on that other site too, wow, talk about a predicament. I wish you the best girl, and hopefully things will unravel and everything becomes clear for you.
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Sala Goddess of all Evil
Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005
Thanks alot,sorry for the delayed response,I didn't know what to say back to you.
Hope is what I am holding onto with a death grip. At times I wish I would just wake up from this horrid nightmare,but I won't and I just have to tough it out. I never knew how hard things can be when you try and act positive about it all.
What I need is to go out and party or something. Staying inside my room all day doing nothing really gets to you.
Thanks alot,you comment made my day.
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Love peace and chicken grease ~Sol the trance tiger goddess =^_^=
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Yeah,I am not taking this breakup very well. I am willing to wait,and I do have hope for us. I am not going to give up on me and Dave.
Childish or not,it's what is getting me through this.
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Love peace and chicken grease
~Sol the trance tiger goddess =^_^=
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Sala Goddess of all Evil
Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005
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Love,
The sisters
Thanks hun for the appreciation.
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Love peace and chicken grease
~Sol the trance tiger goddess =^_^=
Main Commissions OPEN :: Unlimited Sketch Commissions OPEN $10-18 check out journal for more info
Hope is what I am holding onto with a death grip. At times I wish I would just wake up from this horrid nightmare,but I won't and I just have to tough it out. I never knew how hard things can be when you try and act positive about it all.
What I need is to go out and party or something. Staying inside my room all day doing nothing really gets to you.
Thanks alot,you comment made my day.
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Love peace and chicken grease
~Sol the trance tiger goddess =^_^=
Main Commissions OPEN :: Unlimited Sketch Commissions OPEN $10-18 check out journal for more info
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